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[25 Aug 2004|11:47pm] |
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Yeah im sorry to say the whore is back muahaha. im surprised my computer is working correctly now. so imm be updating now...
me and tim went to see the exorcist the other day freaky movie. very freaky. im like scared to death of that movie but i still went to see it.. i didnt think that it was all that scary like the others.. this one she only came out in the end. i owe tim like 20 dollars. 8 for the movie and like 7 for helping me with bubbles and 5 cause i promised him that i would give it to him today but i didnt cause i dont got it . i told him tomorrow but i still aint going to have it so i feel bad so im going to give him an extra 5 dollars for waiting so long.
school starts soon im sorta happy i miss it and all.
pats been being a cock. friday he called at like 1 something i got in at 2 so i called him back on my cell cause my mom was on the house phone. and i was like did you call and he was like yeah but never mind and so i was like oh ok then bye. so me and my mom left to so shopping. britt came down and spent the night. i got in at like 11:30 i think so i called him back and he was like where the hell was you all day i called like 12 times. then i check the caller id and it was like 12 times. buy yea moving on. he was like ill call you back he didnt and britt called him on her cell and shit without me knowing and he was like talking for a few then he was like im going to go so he didnt. then about 1 he called back her cell and we talked. then we was talking about sneaking out then he was like jess to be honest with you. i really dont wanna have sex with you anymore. i was like why. and he was like cause im scared.. so yeah we got off the phone i cryed. i love him soo much..
sunday night he calls about 12:30 i got yelled at my dad told me to get off the phone so i told him ill call him on my cell and he was like ok. we talked. my mom and dad went to sleep. i snuck out met up with him and what did we do? we fucked. i knew what he said was a lie. like we would really sneek out and not fuck. interesting.. but for some reason that was the best. i dont know why but it was.
nikki is an ass sniffing slut muahaha. sike no you gotta love her she is the best.. and i stole this from her so fill it out .
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. How long have you known me?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. What was your first impression?
5. If you could "hook me up" with ANYONE, who would it be?
6. What do you think my biggest weakness is?
7. What makes me happy?
8. What makes me sad?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. When was the last time you saw me?
12. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
13. Describe me in one word.
14. What's my middle name?:
15. My age:
16. Birthday:
17. My favorite band at the moment:
18. Colour eyes:
19. Do I have any siblings?:
20. Do you remember one of the first things I said to you?:
21: Have we ever gotten in a fight?:
22: Do you think we will be friends for at least three or four more years?:
23. Do you think I'll get married?:
24. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?:
25. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?:
26. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?:
27. What song (if any) reminds you of me?:
28. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?:
29. Are you going to put this on your page and see what I say about you?
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[19 Apr 2004|06:24pm] |
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today was like the hottest day ever! it was crazy. school wasnt to bad today..
ENGLISH- was weird we read some weirdo book about some dude and wine. i dont know i almost fell asleep untill mr henry decided to scream really loud. but other than that it was alright.
FOODS- gay. me and nikki was having fun. that girl is crazy. me + her need to hang out one day. bernie was being an ass. lol not really but i just like to call him that. her went to the bathroom and nikkie stuck his hat in the freezer. and he was all looking for it. it was funny. you just gotta know how bernie is. me + sheila really didnt talk in that class today. weird.
US HISTORY- boring we watched a movie as we do everyday. i made up work during the movie instead of doing the movie questions. she will just give us the answers anyways. easy a. me and sheila was having forever fun in the halls like we always do.
BIOLOGY- very easy i had my paper from like 2 years ago when i took it and just copyed the answers down hah she was like jess how you get done so fast im like cause im smart. i serioulsy need to get a good grade in that class. which reminds me i got to do my make up work.
yeah thats about all that happened in school. i got home. cleaned up the gay house. and talked to brittany some. i really havnt been talking to her really she always calls at bad times. but today was a good time. i miss her living next door to me..
thats basically it. i gotta go do some clothes so i got something to wear tomorrow
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[18 Apr 2004|12:48pm] |
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today is going to be a long day. everyone is like here. all my little cousins and shit. which isnt too bad but there getting annoying..
last night i stayed with my aunt. she will be 21 next week. but yeah i stayed with her we stayed up basically all night just being stupid.
hopefully sheila comes over today i gotta talk to her. mainly her grandmom needs to say yes and let her come over. i cant wait till my mom opens my pool. but that isnt untill like another month.
tomorrow is school. which i really dont care. i just dont feel like waking up early. that always sucks.
i asked lynn to come over. but she is going to hang out with jake. yay her. i know she is like forever happy. GO LYNN.
thats basically it ill update later when more shit happens.
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[16 Apr 2004|04:38pm] |
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i didnt go to school again today i really wasnt feeling good so my mom let me stay home. do yeah i slept till like 2 got up and watch passions. i love that show. then i restarted the computer like 235462x times. finally it decided it work thank god.
word up to today being friday. hm tomorrow is my dads birthday. i think were having a party not to sure. i have like NOTHING to write about aint that some shit.
ill update later if anything happends..
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so yeah i ended up talking to lynn for a while she is crazy. she was deciding to cut up clothes and design them. lol hopefully she made something cool.; ] then she can make me things to wear to school and everyone will be like where you get that hot ass outfit at and i can be like my lynn made it for me. mauahah
then me + my mom + my dad + my brother went out to eat at pizza johns good place to eat pizza and here i am now. on the computer being highly bored. ! well thats about it.
kthanxbuhbye
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[14 Apr 2004|03:25pm] |
i ended up staying home today. i woke up this morning feeling alright. got dressed then my mom gave me + my brother that medicine we gotta take and she was like jess you gotta eat something with it. so i ate something then i got the worst headache ever and i threw up my food. so my mom and dad was like jess your staying home. so i did. i mainly slept till like 2. i fucking head hurts soo bad. hopefully it will stop soon. i got to talk to pat last night. he actaully called me . we had an interesting convo. i feel soo bad for him. i mean me and him understand each other really well. im glad he can come to me and talk to me about shit that stresses him out. he told me he was like extremlly sorry for being mean to me sometimes. he was like jess i really dont mean it you know that. he was like its just funny cause you take things seriously. but yeah. anyways. im really not going into details with the shit we was talking about. i hope he is feeling better. i just tried calling at like 2:30 to see if he was alright and to see if he went to school cause he wasnt plan on going and his mom was like he is going. but yeah i called and his mom answered and i was like is pat there and she was like yea but he is laying down. and i was like alright i just called to see if he was feeling any better from last night and she was like no hun hes not. so i was just like well tell him to call me later when he wakes up. and she was like i will. hopefully he calls. i really wanna talk to him. and see how he is doing. <3 i think everyone should go join ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) kissordismiss its our new picture rating community. lynns and mine. yea but join. ill prolly udate later when something actaully happens. |
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[13 Apr 2004|07:40pm] |
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today was an alright day. i went to school late at like 9 something then when i was coming back from lunch my mom was at school and i saw her and she was like jess get your stuff and come on. so i was like alright and i did. so i was like whats wrong. and she was like you need to go to the doctors cause matt has some kinda cough and its catchable and you might have it. yea so we had to go the doctors, and all these needles and shit. it was funny though me and my brother was acting weird. it was cool. but however it sucked. i shouldnt of even went to school today.
tomorrow is suppose to be another rainy day which sucks. i hate wearing my hair up. but imma have to. can you say THAT FUCKING SUCKS!
sheila has problems bad ones..
hm i like how my mom + dad leave all the time. and dont come home till late. thats always interesting.
hm sheila littles butt better make me my cd. i really want it thanks.
yeah i dont know what else to write about so imma go faggots.
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[12 Apr 2004|06:32pm] |
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today fucking sucked ass. the last day of spring break and its the worst day ever outside. it basically rained the whole day. isnt that just great. i woke up at 5 today mainly cause i didnt go to sleep untill 7:30 this morning. i wasnt tried so i stayed up. but yea. i got freaking school tomorrow. which i really dont mind but i hope it isnt raining. or imma be mad. if it is then imma try to stay home. one cause im seriously not feeling well i keep coughing and then i cant stop. and my throat hurts. and second im not walking to school in the rain. i hate it. ill go in late or something.
hopefully i get to talk to pat tonight. i want to so bad. if not then its all cool i guess. im really starting to not care that much anymore which is really great i like it.
this saturday is my dads birthday. me and my mom are going to try and have a birthday party for him. dont know yet. we will figure something out.
well thats about all bye.
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[12 Apr 2004|01:07am] |
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i got up at like 9:30 today. got ready and dressed went to church. wasnt that bad. my mom was like freaking out. cause this lady in front of us. like for some reason my mom felt something wrong with her and like she starting shaking and was like jess go to the bathroom with me. so i did and i was like whats wrong. and she was like i dont know i just cant be around that woman. i was like do you know her? and she was like no i never met her, but for some reason i cant stay by her. i was like weird. but yeah after church we came home so my mom + dad could get clothes to change into when we go over my grandpops..
after my mom got the clothes we left. we was only home for like 10 mins. something like that. but yea we went to carrabbas. god ther food = the best ever. yes the best.
after we ate we went to my grandpops. i was kinda bored. then finally my aunt melissa woke up. and she brought down travis. he is like 7 months now i think? not to sure. but yea i love him to death <3 but yea we was talking who is going to watch him next weekend casue its her 21st birthday and she wants to go out. and my mom + dad are going out cause its there anniversity so i was like melissa ill watch him i mean what else do i got to do? stay here with my brother. but i dont know what im doing yet. i dont even know if she is going out for sure. but i told her im here if she needs me. so yeah we stayed there till about 7. then..
we went to whiteford to my aunts house. its like an hour drive. i was bored. hah i had fun there. me and my cousin brooke was being weird lol we tried scaring my brother + my cousin cody with this evil clown doll thing. cause they like live on a farm with a huge pound and like its my cousin brooke + toni marie + zoe + cody and all 4 of them got there own 4 wheeliers and plus my uncle + aunt got them. its soo much fun up there. but yeah so we was out at the play house. and its like pitch dark outside cause were only in the middle of the country. so its dark and scary but we always run around and play tag and stupid shit like that. so we hung this clown and had a black light and hung it in the play house. but no they wasnt scared lol. it was all fun though. then we went inside and played pool for a while. hah me and brooke didnt want zoe to play. my other aunt + uncle was there to with my other 2 cousins. there like 3 and 2 i think? i really dont know. there both girls. and sooo cute. i really dont like my cousin toni marie. she is like 18 now and all preppy and just dont like her. brooke is 14. but i have tons of fun with her.
we left there about 11 took us and hour to get home. got home i changed then me + my mom and dad watched this movie we got from my uncle boyd. good times.
and here i am now on the computer like a loser what the hell is there else to do? nothing. god tomorrow is the last day of spring break. yeah that sucks. well not really i kinda wanna go back to school but then theres a part of me that doesnt.
hah last night i talked to pats mom for like 30 mins. interesting. lol she is cool man. shes all like i want pat to respect you and all the other shit. good times. i didnt get to talk to pat though cause he wasnt home. he came in like the last 5 mins we was on the phone and he was like mom who you talking to and she was like jess. hah it was funny.
well yeah imma go. there isnt anything else to do. and i dont know what else to write about.
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[10 Apr 2004|07:55pm] |
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dude i got up at like 9 today how i did it? i will never know. i as up all night either on the computer checking up on my little cousin cause he was sick and kpet caughing. or i was wathing tv. i really didnt get much sleep but.. im not tired. whoa jess isnt tired thats really freaky. fuck i keep caughing. i swear either pat or my brother got me sick. i dont know who though. interesting.
tomorrow is easter and i cant wait i mean i gotta go to church but that really doesnt bother me cause i actaully like my easter outfit. then were going out to eat somewhere. where? i dont know yet. then after that i think were going over my grandmoms house. i really dont wanna go. the only reason i wanna go is to play with my little cousins. i really dont get to spend much time with them. but its all good.
hm i havent stayed with my aunt in like a few weekends weird. im normally over there every single weekend. i love my aunt kimmy <3 its all cool cause she is like closer to my age and stuff. so we have fun.
melanie is weird she was like jess i went to my friends baby shower and i was like only black person there.. im like mel you got problems lol
well i gotta go get a shower and shave my legs, then imma get on and comment.
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[10 Apr 2004|01:04am] |
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can you say jess is bored? there isnt shit to do. im just talking to britt right now. interesting..
so yeah i got to talk to pat for like 5 mins? i call at like 9:45 and his mom was like jess hun he isnt home i just got a call to go get him and i was like well just tell him to call me when he gets in. cause i finally got his number unblocked. but yeah so she was like ok. so yea 10 45 comes around he still hasnt call so sheila was like jess just call. im like alright. so i did he answered.
me: hey
me: you came over today?
him: yes
me: what the shit was you thinking?
him: i needed to fix my bike my chain popped
me: what if my mom would of answered the door
him: i was all ready to get yelled at.
me: i cant believe you came over
him: yea matt let me use his tools
me: yea my dad was taken up for you . telling my mom she needs to forgive you
him: oh really
me: yes
him: i asked matt where you was and he said you was still sleeping
me: yea cause i didnt go to sleep untill like 5
him: how the hell you sleep that long i will never know
me: i went to bed late
him: well look i just walked in the door so imam go get something to eat
then we starting talking about him coming over and matt helping him and what my dad said then about 3 mins later
me: arent you going to get something to eat.
him: yea ill just..
me: just call me back when your done ill be up all night
him: shit i just erased the caller id
me: then write my number down?
him: err alright hold on ok what is it
me: *******
him: what slow down
me:* * * * * * *
him alright *******
me: yes
him: alright ill give you a call.
me alright bye
him: bye
yeah thats basically the convo we had. fucker never called me back which i really dont care that much it was like late and i could tell he was tired. he prolly ate then went to sleep. theres always tomorrow. im just happy i got to talk to him. interesting.
i seriously want a new computer this one someone needs to murder it ; / it makes me sad cause it freezes alot.
aw my little cousin came over. he wanted to stay with me and my mom. aw he is soo cute. he is like 3 i think? not to sure. my stupid uncles put bull bit him in his face and he gots this big lump. im like awww. poor child ! but the weird thing normally that dog is like the niceist dog ever. yeah but everyone knows how pit bulls are
well imma go..
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cool day i sept till 3:45. cause i didnt go to sleep till like 5. interesting i wish i would of woke up earlier cause fuck face decided to come over. WHAT THE SHIT WAS HE THINKING !. man he had tons of guts to come over. i give him credit. anyways he popped his chain on his bike so my brother helped him fix it and i was like matt ddi he say anything about me and he was like yes. and im like what? and he was like he said wheres your sister and i was like she is sleeping. so i was like is that all he said? and matt was like no he said for you to call him tonight. at first he was like imma call you tonight matt. and then he was no just tell jess to call me later. very interesting.
so yea jess called me today thank god. i was sooo bored. so me and her went to the mall. lol we always have tons of fun. lynn looked hot today ;x in her little dress GO LYNN. so yea we went to the mall for like 2 hours. or something like that? i just got home like 30 misn ago. my mom + dad + brother was all leaving im like where are you going and my mom was like matt is staying at uncle boyds. and im like alright and she was like you wanna go over there with us im like no? and she was like alright then. so they left i got on here talked to sheila some. then i just called pat. i knew he wasnt going to be there. so yeah i called and his mom was like jess hun he isnt home i just got a call to go pick him up. and i was like alright can you just have him call me and she was like him call you. and im like yea. and she was like bye hun. i was like yeah just tell him to call me. and she was like ok. and i was like thanks. and she was like your welcome hun bye. and i was like bye.
he better call or imma be sad. lol i think he might. cause he like came over today and shit. but then again i aint to sure. i really hope he does. i just wanna talk to him.
im like soo bored. hopefully my computer wont be gay tonight and freeze like 234390 times. then imma be pissed. i wished my brother wouldnt of stayed at my uncles. me and him are actually getting along. can you say weird? yea weird
er imm kill sheila ! she knows why ; x damn her.
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[08 Apr 2004|11:03pm] |
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god my head hurts like really bad. tomorrow is friday well actually today is friday i think? is it past 12 yet? anyways. i just got done talking to sheila i had to talk to her about something. and to see if she was alright. she seems fine she just sad she hurts a little. but anyways.
ugh i swear pat can be the biggest asshole sometimes then theres times when i love him to death and he is all sweet and nice. but tonight he wanted to be an asshole. i guess cause he was talking to his gay friend. trying to show off but he doesnt relize how much it hurts me. cause he called his friend eric on three way well actually i got mad and hung up on him and then i called him back and was like look if you dont wanna talk to me anymore just tell me actually just block my number or something and he laughed and was like hold on. and then he came back and then he was ok hold on again then finally he came back again and was saying shit like you like me right . and i was like i aint stupid i know you got eric on three way and he was like jess how much you like me and i was like alot. and then he was like see i told you. and then eric started talking. then they was talking about some girl i really wasnt trying to hear it. then he told eric he was going to bed cause he was tired then he clicked over and was like you there and im like yeah and then i was like i thought you was going and he was like not yet. and then he was telling me the story about that girl. some shit about he flashed her his dick and she was like nice. and then he was like really and she was like yea and then he was like would you ever fuck me and she was like yeah. and then he was telling me how sexy she was..
god he fucking knows that piss's me off so i guess its why he does it. hopefully he was lieing about it all . i swear if he fucks another girl imma be mad. i mean i cant stop him its not like we go out. but i still care and love him alot. i hate it when he talks about other girls. i just need to start acting like i dont care anymore i really do.
his mom likes me now . lols he was like if pat hangs up on you imma call you back then she was like goodnight jess. and im like night. hm he told me to call him tomorrow night and i was like if i call are you going to talk to me and he was like most likly. and im like alright if i call i dont wanna hear blah blah blah i dont feel like talking so he was like alright bye..
i seriously dont get him . just the other day he was like i dont wanna lose you as a friend im sorry for being mean. and i wish you was here and all this other shit. weird. i got a bad headache.
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[08 Apr 2004|02:48pm] |
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yeah today pretty much sucks. its a rainy day. which i mean isnt that bad and all its just it brings back tons of memories. but yeah interesting. so far spring break has basically sucked ass. the only days that i loved was friday <3 and monday. other than that i actually wish i was back in school at least i get to see people there and shit.
so far i lost 6 pounds or was it 5 i dont know something like that. but all i know is that im happy. sit ups and jumping on my tranpoline actaully work. yeah. go me. hopefully soon i will be the weight i wanna be.i jsut gotta keep to what im doing.
my computer sucks dick man. it only froze on me like 230434 times last night so finally i gave up and decided the hell with it and went to sleep. so far it hasnt froze yet today. thank god.
i tired calling faggot last night but no one was there. its all good. ill just call him tonight. i havent talked to him in like 2 days. i miss it lol . i told him that to he was like i know you dont wanna talk to me all the time and i was like if i had it my way i would talk to you all day. and he was like i really dont think i could do that. and i was like i could. and then i was like i always ask sheila if i should call you or not and she is like jess no you called last night . and he just was like its good to come first and have someone think about me. and i was like yeah. interesting.
i so cant wait till tuesday i wanna wear my new outfit to school i like it alot. i wanna get my hair died. but my mom wont let me. i told pat that and he was like why jess your the only one with your hair color in our school and im like true. i mean i like my hair and all but its just mine and i dont want it anymore. i either wanna go brown or a darker red. or something i just dont know.
im like so fucking bored. i wish it wasnt a rainy day then i could do something. which reminds me i gotta call sheila she got her abortion yesterday. and i gotta see how she is doing and shit. i really really wanted her to keep the baby. that would of been cute. aw. but anyways. imma go comment on my 3 friends lol. i need more!
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[07 Apr 2004|07:22pm] |
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yeah i made an icon and got done my bio its about damn time.
today woke up around 3 or something cause last night i really couldnt sleep i kept waking up coughing well i actually didnt sleep cause it just wouldnt stop. pat had to get me sick. he tries to say i got him sick im like no i wasnt like this untill you came over. interesting. but its all good i suppose
today was soo pretty out. but no did jess have anything to do? no she didnt. i dont even know why me and jess never went out. weird. hopefully tomorrow i will do something. i aint trying to stay the hell in when its spring break. that like sucks.
hopefully i get to talk to pat tonight. i didnt get to talk to him last night. so hopefully he is there tonight. i love talking to him. even though i know he gets tired of me calling. but i asked him that the other night and he was like jess dont you think if im tired of talking to you i would hang up on you and im like yeah i guess and he is like alright then. but yea.
my mom just made this home made cheesecake and its fucking amazing man. lol i seriouly dont need to be eating this but its like forever good.
i so gotta find something to do tonight. but yeah thats about all.
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[06 Apr 2004|09:04pm] |
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very interesting. yes i decided to move to livejournal. cause i can do so. blurty was just getting a little to old. i needed something new.
this layout = hotness.
im like forever bored. im just talking to sheila, lynn, and nicole.
i wanted to talk to pat tonight but no. he is staying over his friends house which i really dont care cause, i talked to him like everyday since thursday so its all cool.
i need to make an icon and do my info then i will be set. good times.
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